Day 4

I'm feeling much better today ... gathering myself up .... today was not so good as far as work is considered ... but I'll get back to it ... I know ...

 

Another positive start and I hope everything will be fine ....

 

And tomorrow ... not a big thing .. but it annoys me .. uhhh ...my mom and sister want me to dress up for the festival going on here ... "traditional" ...at this point in my life ... I don't feel like dressing up ... and that has a very good reason... maybe I will want to ... at some point .. but definitely not now ..  and definitely not traditional .. I'm going to feel awfully awkward ... not that I care about how I look that much ... "which I once upon a time did" ...  "obsessed" ... and fell on my face ...just that ... umm ... looking pretty and the like .. this department has a lot of realisations and lessons learnt in  my life... and so since then I never went back to how I used to be ... and honestly .. I don't feel the need to ... being a beautiful person feels much better than looking beautiful ...

 

But no harm in getting dressed up once in a while ... ok I'm trying to convince myself ... I know I'm going to walk around with an uncomfortable expression tomorrow ... 

 

And this one is funny ...My friend's way to make me feel good about it  ...  "there will be nice guys there " ... haha ... firstly I know the place and the kind of people around ... nice guys ...?? ...don't think so ...  Secondly .. there's only one person I've seriously liked ever ...Spiderman !!!! ..... and I'm not falling for anyone else ... atleast for some time now .... 

Okay ... congratulations to me ... now I sound like a typical girl who has nothing but dresses and guys to talk about .. No seriously ... I have more important stuff to think about now ... I deserve much more .... 

 

So now I get back to work ... we go out .. Visit places again tomorrow ... some time will go there ... I better finish most of my work now ... 

 

And in general ... i feel better and positive ... and that's good ...

 

So to all my dreams and ambitions.... watch out ... here I come !!! 

 I can and I will  .....   

 

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Comments (3)

  1. surferboyzach17

    Glad to hear you’re feeling better! Yep! that’s how I look at it, tell them dreams, watch out….. here I come!

    October 20, 2015
    1. superwomanrocks

      Thanks
      You see … I’m becoming more positive

      October 20, 2015
      1. surferboyzach17

        hehe that’s awesome!

        October 20, 2015
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